The rain still didn’t stop, and the gray tones made the whole space dim without a trace of color. Through the window, the navigation lights in the river are no longer visible. The cars on the road are also lazily walking Knock off cartier jewelry. It seems that everything has been immersed in the rain. The time is slow and it seems to be still, and there is still rain. The smell of mud in the air and the barrier of the grassy layer to the layers seem to be very enjoyable for this step-by-minute stop. The body and mind that you enjoy are gray and intoxicated. Yes, it’s been three days. As I walked out of the train station in Dandong, the rain gave me a very good meeting. I also came to this hotel in the rain. Also, here, silently watching the rain for three days. I gently picked up the coffee cup on the table and took a quiet drink. Continue to look at the rain outside the window, in fact, really, the rain really has nothing to look at, and the scenery is also obscured by the dim color, the water on the glass is flowing through the gap of the horizon, just like hiding The true form is completely exposed and distorted. The whole breakfast room was only one of my guests, and the waiters were huddled together because of boredom, and they were still screaming from time to time. I still looked at the phone as I did the last two days, listening to the raindrops, silently eating the toast and fruit salad on the plate. The news on the phone still has no eye-catching topics. The newspaper is full of all sorts of stories, and it is difficult to mention my interest. A waiter came over, stood by my side, looked at the rain outside the window, and said helplessly to me: ‘It seems that it is a whole day of rain, and there are some helplessness in catching up with this season.’ ‘I politely raised her head and smiled at her. She smiled very helplessly.’ Since I graduated from this hotel, I have been here for a few days each year. It is also a memory and pursuit of the student era. I also like the refreshing and chic of this city. Of course, I can’t forget the temptation to die. Korean cuisine. Every time I come here on vacation, the whole person is like a world of dust and depression, and everything is easy. Looking at the gentle passage of the Yalu River, some sporadic fishing boats are leisurely, rivers and pavements, stroking the reeds and crops, staring at the stars in the night sky, the waves and the flowers are overlapping and dancing, all full of fragrance. I like this taste. Of course, I like to walk along the riverside with my girlfriend. I don’t have a lot of words. There aren’t many people on the road. She is lazy like a cat. Back against the handrails on the riverside, soft arms around my body, close my eyes, stick my head deep in my chest, quietly listening to my ups and downs of breathing and heartbeat. And of course I will hold it very tight, it seems that this can pull in the distance between the two hearts. The flowing water holds up the quiet music. In the sky above the head, a fish gull draws a perfect curve. Said here, I want to talk about my girlfriend, if the years of lush are not only the graffiti that is missed, but also the kind of romantic sprouting, but also the fertile ground for the breeding season. We are the classmates of the university. Of course, the location of the story is this beautiful city. As for the stories, I want to be similar to everyone’s experience. The ending is not bad. I am honored to be her boyfriend. We have a common agreement. We are busy again. We will return to the city every year and return to the hotel we used to visit.
It is also the original stimulus. And that feeling. Although every time is not as smooth as the vows, but will come back to see. As for the hotel, of course, this is the place where I am currently stuck for three days. I like the room here. The high ceiling does not make people feel a very depressed feeling. It is probably a relationship that has been living for a long time. The round bed here also makes me sleep very freely. The bright windows provide a panoramic view of the Yalu River. We both like to drink this beer and coffee here, looking for excitement on the round bed, by the window. Look at this sunset. But now I am left alone sitting in the restaurant bored watching the heavy rain, think about it is really a bit funny. My girlfriend and I returned to work in our hometown, but did not live together. The busy work of life has made us very embarrassed. We can only meet once a week, eat a meal together, then a boring movie, and a mechanical night. There are fewer laughs, fewer words, too much habit, and more tiredness. This kind of critical point is already thin like a piece of paper, but it is just looking at it in this translucent, it is really broken, and it will be very embarrassing to see each other’s expressions, and then it may end. This is the travel agreed by the two of us. I called before I left, but no one answered, and I simply stopped playing. One person went to the train quietly and one came here. A light footstep interrupted my thoughts, and I turned my eyes back from the rain. The waiter of the chat also stopped jokes and was busy welcoming the second guest in the morning. This is a woman, white clothes set off the temperament that makes every man look at a few more eyes. The eyes under the short hair are as deep as the night sky, and the white complexion seems to light up the gray space. She looked at the deserted restaurant and seemed to feel helpless, but she sat down at a window and kept two seats away. She took about a minute to finish the bread and milk, and a cup of cappuccino, then a quietly ate mouthful of bread, a shallow drink of coffee, like me, helplessly look at this rain. I ignited a cigarette alone, quietly looking at the beauty in front of me, watching her elegant breakfast, drinking coffee, I did not go to pick her up, did not think there would be an affair, just do not know why She will only care about the rain outside the window, as if everything around it is like a sculpture, it does not exist. I watched the rain for three days. The smoke-like misty scenery has been monotonous and lifeless. Why is she so immersed in it? Maybe just to send boring, think of this, I did not stay to continue thinking, extinguished the smoke, paid the account and went back to the room. If music is the entrant of ideas and moods, I fully agree with this view. Many times, we will think about a familiar music, or sad or happy, or passion or ease. The older songs are like drinks, full of time, and the texture of the sound is like strong wine. It’s so sticky and smooth. I sat quietly in the living room, listening to the Eagles’ ‘Hotel California’, the drum beats and the guitar’s scorpio, stitching the dust but not losing the vicissitudes of the voice, making my thoughts more ethereal, just like in a piece On the dirt road in the wilderness of western Texas, I was wearing sunglasses and driving open-air jeep. When I came back from the breakfast restaurant, I didn’t close the door. I just listened to the music quietly in the room. I heard the sound of a soft leather shoe outside the door, the soft heel and the solid wood floor knocking out the light sound, I guess it should be the white woman passing by after eating. Yes, she walked through my door, I looked at her quietly, listening to music. But what surprised me was that she didn’t go on, turned her head and saw me. It was a pair of beautiful eyes that would make every man who was watched have a very lucky sense of superiority. She smiled politely at me, and I nodded politely and smiled. ‘Is it like this to you?’ I accidentally found that the sound of the music was a bit loud, and I apologized. ‘No, it’s just a surprise that I will hear this song here. Can I come in?’ The girl’s voice is as clear as the water, giving people a very comfortable feeling, and more comfortable than this is very Aspirations for longing and delusion, this kind of affair is a general ambition. I think every normal man is very happy. Of course, it’s just an imagination. I held out a hand and let her in. She didn’t close the door, but sat down from the chair next to me. She had a song for more than 6 minutes. She didn’t say a word to me, but she listened to the song quietly. A person looks at the rain outside the window, she seems to enjoy the process very much, I don’t know in her eyes, the rain, the squirming of the traffic, and the semi-hidden Yalu River in the series, what kind of beauty, and The curvature of the side face is very comfortable in the light of flickering. The music stopped, she took back her smile to me: ‘I’m sorry, can you give me a cigarette?’ It seems that my eyes are too hot, she is a little nervous, and I am very embarrassed to think. Pulled back. Take out a cigarette and give it to her. “Do you like listening to this song?” I asked her for a cigarette on her lips and asked with a smile. ‘Maybe, I heard it a few years ago, I was very touched by its melody, and I never heard it again.’ The girl spit a little smoke ring, looked up and smiled at me. ‘It is indeed a beautiful melody, although the lyrics are not very clear,’ I said faintly. ‘But it is very thorough, human nature, boring rainy days, the hotel has nothing to pass the time.’ The girl said helplessly, continue to spit the smoke circle. ‘I have some adventure detective novels here. After all, I can use it to kill this boundless rain.’ I took out an Edo River chaos novel from the cabinet in the bed and handed it to her. She took the book, flipped through a few articles, and then gently put it together, and said a thank you to the smile. My subconscious pair replied with a smile. ‘It’s better to have a drink during this boring rainy season.’ The girl readily agreed, I picked up my coat, locked the door and walked downstairs with her. Although the light in the restaurant is a little dim, the temperament of the restaurant is easy to fall in love with. The dark brown rich, lingering and lingering. With one-third of foamed milk, one-third of steam, and one-third of espresso, it’s like a monk wearing a brown robe in a church, wearing a white hat and singing The same as the praise song that touched everything. Italian cappuccino, far-reaching and touching. The steam of the dragon is like the hands of a pair of women, stroking the taste and smell of the sky. I think this is the enjoyment of life, the fragrance is as beautiful as a dream, the bitterness is as real as the experience, and the feeling of intertwining, the flow of time and the precipitation in the years. She took a quiet breath and was still watching the rain outside the window. Of course, I prefer to look at her like this. After all, I have watched the heavy rain for three days. How many such monotonous and continuous non-stop, I really don’t have much interest. ‘Do you like watching a strange girl like this?’ The girl didn’t look back, but the voice made me feel a little nervous. ‘Yeah, I want to take a good look. What kind of girl is in front of me?’ I ordered a cigarette and spit a long white line. ‘Oh, this looks like a very interesting game. It’s better to guess, what kind of girl am I?’ She turned her head back and lit a cigarette and looked at me with a smile. ‘Then I will try it,’ I put up my hands and held up my chin, and she was silent in front of her eyes, her mouth smiling and her eyes deep. ‘I guess you are not Dandong, but you are very familiar with it.’ I subconsciously tempted it. Of course, how can local people live in a hotel? She picked up a box of cigarettesticks on the table and gently took out one and placed it in front of me. ‘It’s a bit correct, yes, I am from Shenyang, but I have been in Dandong for five years.” The girl extinguished the cigarette but took a sip of coffee. ‘I think you should have learned some instruments, such as piano.’ I noticed her hand, because only the hands playing the piano sometimes tapped unconsciously, I know that of course I have also touched the piano. Girl only. She picked up the second match and placed it on the table. ‘Okay, I have studied piano for a few years and I really like the feeling of immersing it.’ ‘You should have a good family situation, very good culture and education. After all, this temperament is still very sensible.’ ‘Stupid, I said I want to laugh, but in the face of a girl to temptation can only slowly deepen from the side. ‘Well, this is what you said is right, but it is a bit reluctant.’ She grinned softly and put down the third match. ‘I am thinking about your home, will it be a very chic house, and even some courtyards.’ In fact, it is also a follow-up, after all, I really do not know. The girl did not speak, quietly looked at the rain outside the window, but from the expression, I seem to say something, she was a little surprised, but soon calmed down, it seems that there are some close to the point, I I chose at home and in the garden, but I didn’t know that I could get close, and I was silent and took a sip of coffee. not talking anymore. ‘It doesn’t matter, I want to hear your next guess.’ The girl also took a sip of coffee and put a fourth match. ‘I guess, rain, the courtyard, and the city you have been in for five years, will it be a story, like an unforgettable story.’ I noticed her expression, her eyes flashed a little. There was a hint of horror in his face, just like being touched by something that he didn’t want to mention, but he quickly recovered his nature, but as a personal feeling, the atmosphere was a little more irritating, I know, the topic Some have said more, and they plan to stop doing it. ‘Would you like to drink a little beer?’ I want to shift the topic and avoid some embarrassing atmosphere. It is also a reversal for my recklessness. ‘Thank you, it’s very fun to chat with you, but it’s not too late, I have to go back.” The girl smiled and refused. ‘Okay, today’s conversation is a bit presumptuous, please don’t mind.’ I nodded and took out the wallet from the outerwear to prepare for the bill. The girl held my hand and the other hand paid the money to the waiter. Very gentle, he said, ‘It doesn’t matter, it counts me. After all, I have a novel here.’ I nodded. ‘Okay, thank you.’ We walked side by side on the stairs and went back to their respective rooms. We didn’t say a word all the way. The girl was silent and walked alone. It seemed that she was not the same around her, and I did not observe it through the slight observation. Fortunately, what is said, after all, perhaps touched on something like inner heart and privacy, how much will make people feel free. At the door of my room, the two of us broke up. I went back to the house alone, lying on the round bed lazily, drinking the last half of the bottle of whiskey last night, watching the communication records in the phone, three My girlfriend hasn’t called a phone call since the day, and I haven’t answered any of the calls over the past few days. I’m seeing some of these things are unpleasant, just like the rain outside the window, separating beauty from reality, and only watching, but Can not experience and enjoy, this naked cruel often runs through life, work, emotions. In the spirit of suffering the suffering of the soul. Desire and reality in the first place, the habits and feelings of the change, the rain outside the window is estimated to be unclean this black smoke, but it is clear that more bumps and distortions. Among these seven thousand and eight strange ideas, I fell asleep. When I opened my eyes again, the rain outside the window had stopped. A strange dream made me sleepy and tired, my body was very tired, my sweat was soaked in my underwear, and the softness of my limbs seemed to be seriously ill. The same is true. I gasped heavily, and used my bed to prop up my body. The whisky strength made my head hurt. With the smell of coffee and the taste of tobacco, the scorpion was like a cotton bud. The oysters couldn’t make a sound. . I looked at my watch. It was just six o’clock, but I don’t know if it is 6 o’clock in the morning or 6 o’clock in the evening. In my memory, I should have only slept for five hours. Maybe I really slept for 17 hours. Maybe you have forgotten it yourself. I took off my clothes and struggled to get out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. The warmth of the water washed my dizzy brain, which made me wake up a lot. I also felt hungry in the stomach, and the bathroom became dry and looking for A set of clean clothes went out of the room. When I closed the door, I accidentally saw a piece of paper at the handle, which was slender and beautiful. ‘I am sorry for the noon. Can you come out and walk at night? At 8 o’clock in the evening, the pavilion on the riverside will not disappear.’ It seems that I have not slept for 17 hours. I have cleaned up my mind and put the note in my pocket. I don’t know what the girl is looking for. Think about it at night. Can do, the rain has stopped, it is better to go out and take a walk, soothing is not bad. I was thinking about a good meeting and I would go to the restaurant downstairs. It seems that the rain is like a dawn that wakes up the sleeping people. I don’t know if it is a coincidence or an agreement. At this moment, the restaurant already has a lot of people, unlike the three days that I only have a wanderer. The men are dressed in formal attire, courteous and dine with friends. From time to time, laughter and clinking glasses make me finally feel a realistic taste. I feel that the three-day world is as isolated as the world, and the mood is also a little comfortable and enjoyable. Of course it is better. After having dinner and drinking a little wine, I sat at the table and looked at the newspaper. It was already seven to forty. It was almost the appointed time. I got up and walked out of the hotel for the first time. After the rain, the city always has a different kind of charm, just like the experience and baptism in the process, in exchange for that unique and short-lived ease. I passed a street, came to the river, walked down the road to the pavilion, the girl did not arrive, I looked at the watch, it is already 8:05, wait a minute, simply take a look at this It’s really a landscape after the rain. The river is very quiet, there is no sound, although the air is very dry, but this kind of comfort gives me a feeling of death, it may be a bad relationship. A leaf is parked on the water, like the body of a moth, and the lights in the distance, like the hopeful navigation mark in the darkness of the sky, do not like this feeling, they have a cigarette. Hands leaning against the guardrail, staring at the river. ‘I am sorry, I am late. In fact, I came out very early. I just walked around and forgot the time, so I was late.’ I heard the girl’s voice, turned back and looked at her. She wore a beige coat with a very cute little hat on her short hair. The small leather boots were bright and shiny under the reflection of the river, and the temperament of the whole person was a little more lovely during the day. I smiled at her and said nothing. She also learned how I looked, leaning her hands on the guardrail and responding to me with a smile of sorry. ‘Don’t care about the daytime things, how much a person’s travel is a little boring, simply ask you to come out and go.’ The girl did not know when to take out a box of cigarettes from the bag, I ordered a bit, spit A long white line said to me. ‘It’s okay, there’s nothing to do at night, it’s a very pleasant thing to come out first.’ I simply replied, extinguishing the cigarette butt in my hand. The girl spit another cigarette and said to me: ‘Is there a girlfriend, how can there be no two people to travel together?’ I smiled bitterly. ‘Yes, it used to be two people, but this time she didn’t want to come, I was alone.’ The girl did not continue to ask, this plot is actually very obvious, she is very smart, then changed a topic. “Have you ever seen a dead person?” The girl looked at the river quietly, faintly talking to me. To be honest, this sentence asked me quite suddenly, I can’t guess why she would talk about it, simply think about it. ‘There was, when I was very young, I saw a man who was dying, but I didn’t know why, but I didn’t feel afraid. I only thought that he was sleeping peacefully, but he slept very deep and deep.’ I said quietly. Continue to look at the leaves in the water. ‘I have also seen the dead, but it is not a sudden death. It is a car accident. I am sorry to say these things. The talk at noon only evokes some memories of me. I have never said anything to anyone. I can tell you. Say it?’ The girl extinguished the cigarette but looked down at the river. I didn’t say anything, nodded quietly, looked at her side, waiting for a story to tell. ‘I used to have a boyfriend. We have been in love for three years. Of course, in this beautiful city, people in love are often the happiest. I am no exception. We go shopping together and eat together. Haagen-Dazs, playing together in the square, cooking together at home. I hope that he is by my side all the time, let this prince who belongs to my life protect my happy princess, every day is happy and laughing, very Less to think about other things, because those trivial things are too far away from us at the time, and each other should be the other side of the other.’ The girl said happily. I nodded and admitted that because of these wonderful memories, I have also experienced it, but it has been ruined and forgotten by time. ‘But accidents often come inadvertently, crushing the beautiful dreams until the day after three years. I will never forget that day, that is the log he proposed to me, he gave me a The platinum ring, the entanglement of the two hearts, is composed of romance and happiness. I know that his salary is not high, he bought it for a long time, and he also said that I am going to let me after I promised. I will redeem it for a couple. At the time, I felt that the whole world was happy. The tears of happiness made me unable to do it myself. I also promised to be the bride of his life that day.’ The girl paused and suddenly stayed. With a tear, I didn’t dare to interrupt her. She sorted out her emotions and continued her story. ‘That is the night of that day, the accident happened. On the way back, due to my negligence, an accident occurred. A truck was driving over the corner of the road. Because the speed was too fast, I could not escape, just in this In an instant, he pushed me away. I fell heavily on the ground, but he was knocked out of the truck ten meters away and fell into a pool of blood. At that moment, I was completely paralyzed. I can’t remember me at the time. How many times he shouted his name, told him to hold on, don’t leave me, and swayed his body in desperation, don’t sleep. His mouth was bloody, his chest and the ground were also reddish. Before he died, he held my hand tightly, and the ring. He saw that I was safe and sounded, and fell asleep with a smile. ‘The girl has some excitement, and the tears have fallen like the broken beads. I took out the paper towel and handed it to her. I really don’t know what to say. I just silently ordered a bit for her.’ Smoke, I also ordered one by myself. The girl took a sip and said a thank you to me, then calmed down and continued: ‘I cried for a long time at his grave, but it was all irreparable. I took the photos of both of us into a small scorpion, and of course the ring. I buried it in my yard.’ In a long time, I couldn’t get out of this depressed life. I also went to see my doctor for a long time. Every day, I’m numb, and it’s been a long time.” I suddenly felt very guilty. I really shouldn’t do the kind of game with her. I didn’t know how to comfort her when I heard this story. I had to apologize. The girl said nothing, then she let me continue to listen. ‘Later my family was going to move away. Before I left, I dug out the scorpion and looked at the photos of two people. Those years and good times, I took the ring and stayed in it for a long time. But I am finishing the final When I was relics, I accidentally found a letter that I didn’t care about before, but this time I had an inexplicable impulse, so I opened the letter. At that time, I almost screamed out because of something. It fell to the ground, another identical ring. He bought the pair of rings, but just wanted to give me another surprise. The letter wrote a lot of good hopes and memories. There is such a sentence. I really don’t have one day, don’t let myself be sad because of this. I don’t want to let my little princess suffer because of my departure. I believe in the goodness of the world. Don’t give up in the days without me, maybe you will meet Another person, that must be that I told him to accompany you to go.’ I was full of happiness and touch, and I also realized this newly, even for him, I want to Good to go on. Don’t give up.” The girl smiled sweetly and took a pair of platinum rings from her pocket. The interlocking of the two hearts was accompanied by the entanglement of happiness. I will never give up, and there is a deep love forever blessing each other. She wiped her tears and said to me: ‘Thank you for listening to my story, maybe because we are strangers, I have the courage to tell these stories that I dare not say. I am here to return to see one more. Look at the shadows of me and him, and then go down and let go every step of the way. You are also the only listener of this story. I will not go to others to talk about it. Don’t hurt each other because of trivial matters. Love is very sacred. Very happy.’ She raised her head and looked at the slowly flowing Yalu River. The sporadic lights seemed to guide the light in the night as hope. The little stars were scattered in the sky, twinkling. Kind of eyes, perhaps for her at this moment, that is the affirmation of her boyfriend’s heart. Our meeting was very short. After breaking up, I lay quietly on the round bed and opened the window. I never felt the temper of the river wind. The air seemed to be filled with rice scent as before. A whistle broke the silence of the night, and the long whistling rushed into my heart. I wiped the tears from my eyes, picked up the phone, and dialed the number of my girlfriend. I know that at this moment, you are also looking at the phone quietly at the other end of the phone. I can see your sweet face, even though you are still silent, watching the caller ID on the phone quietly, no matter The next step is how I am ready to go, even though there is only a long busy tone on the phone… Postscript: The storyline of this novel is completely fictionalized by me. Because I have recently read an article and moved to the depths of my heart, I decided to write it down. The city of the story is the city of my university. It is indeed a city. The beautiful place, perhaps because of familiarity, was chosen here. The center, to tell the truth, is very embarrassing, the monks did not talk about a love, so I can only rely on my own feelings and thoughts about love to try to write a book, in fact, write so much, just want to say a few words ‘Love her, don’t hurt her.’ It is also my personal understanding and code of conduct. I don’t know if I will really encounter the so-called seven-year itch or something like it. And clearly, but since I wrote it, I will go to this love to stick to and struggle. After a certain year, I may read this article and smirk myself, but at this moment I am still moved to think about it.